oh man, now is like 14 days to my mid years and is damn stressful for all of us. Everyone is studying hard for mid years and are all determined to get VERY GOOD RESULTS! then i am still slacking in front of the computer. I really want to sit in front of the table and study but it seems that i simply don't have any exam mood, i am definetely not motivated at all. I know i should be improve my english, i actually did put in some effort in studying and it turns out that the result is still as suckish as the previous one. haiz, maybe i am just not hardworking enough or i am just stupid? i dunno, it seems that every single one in the class is improving, even the guys are studying, then the obvious result gap between the guys and girls suddenly shorten by alot? haiz.. i used to top the class in maths and chinese, but then it seems that the guys and other pro ppl are catching me up.. omg.. i also dunno how to face the upcoming mid years, i feel like studying but then i dun even know what should i start on.. -.- hiaz.. life sucks. i dunno how can i ever survived under this knid of circumstances? hiazzz.. then my mom seems to be oblivious about all the stress that i am facing, she only know how to scold me for distracting my sis when she was studying when she was the one who actually allowed me to on the computer just now-.-

i am just damn pissed off with life damn.